i havent a clue what im doing w/ my life, im soooooooo confused, i seemed to make the rest of my ------and his dreams and hope crash and burn, but all i keep thinking is how on earth can i have the slightest clue of what i should be doing. but then in actuallity i just get myself grounded, like i did tonight, buuuuuuuuuuuut i believe i got myself out of it, i havent really got a clue though! So the day when he offically has no car and is thrown out of the house to his moms, just blame it on me because i am a confused little girl who makes dreams and hopes no-longer belong, especually in his head where they should stay and live a long, not to mention how badd id feel, knowing it was all because of me. every action and breath that ever came w/i a foot of him that destroyed his happy life at home w/ his family was all because of me. It is because of me. Because i couldn't not see him i caused all this weight on his shoulders, a clue that should leave me speechless, because it was caused, all of it should be blamed on me.